Purging my Fear

I’m sick of the fear. I’m sick of every screen pushing that shit in my face. Including my own. So here is my ultimate fear diary page from yesterday. I purged that shit. For now. I am going to try to be hopeful, and as such, I am going to take my diary and focus it in a different direction. I’m a comedian at heart, and that is one of my strengths. Starting tomorrow, something different, but as real as it gets.037

Insanity Purge

Sometimes I get lost on the page. Sometimes I have no idea what to draw (I actually have 1000 things to draw but this is my way of procrastinating) so I grab a sketchbook and throw something dumb on the screen. It’s almost like a phone doodle, except I am paying attention to the artwork as opposed to what’s on the other end. I’m getting ready to enact a change in my life. Details to follow. I have to work through it mentally. It isn’t easy.034